when you came to earth to help...but you hate it here (and feel hated)

A new episode of the Spiritual Crypto Podcast has just been published, diving into the recent challenges I’ve been facing personally.

The biggest was what was, for me, a huge, debilitating theft, which happened after I did something to help…and then the further trauma of having to deal with “authorities” who were often incompetent and/or arrogant, and ultimately refused to do anything because, I was told, not enough was stolen from me. When I asked the FBI agent how he could sleep at night, knowing that he only helps the rich, he hung up on me. I recorded the end of that conversation, and plan to include it in a YouTube video I’m making about the experience now.

In this Spiritual Crypto episode, I share about the challenges that Seeds has been facing as well. The most difficult had to do with our payment processor, Stripe, holding our money hostage for months without explanation, though we had used Stripe for about 9 years…because capitalism apparently facilitates fascism.

I imagine you can tell that I’m furious about all of this. I’m also extremely sad, especially about the personal theft. Not so much because it happened to me as individual - although it’s made my life much more difficult and has taken a steep emotional and psychological toll - but because it seems so symptomatic of what can take place on Earth - that when a true purity and kindness are shown, they’re too often exploited brutalized.

But I believe that what’s happening is an energy clearout, fueled by Pluto’s final regression into the anaretic degree of Capricorn, so that Seeds - and I! - can move forward from a higher place. It’s teaching me to have ever firmer boundaries and to even more deeply listen to and honor my intuitive voice. My sense is that those lessons are key to helping Seeds reach the next level.

You’re welcome to listen anywhere you consume podcasts. I’ve included the video version on YouTube below.

Thanks for listening.

Warmly,

Rachel 💗